Satisfy me

You've asked so many things
Yet I hold on to your heart
You try to walk, but I never let you stray out of my eye sight
Even in the camouflage
Even when I don't want you, I simply want you to want me
And we bled internally for one another
Because we can't ever be forward enough to bother

Blinded by the lightening strikes; I am fickle again
I could go either way, because what I really want is always unavailable
Someone's always sold out
Of this vital ingredient
So this cupcake will do until I find my slice of pie
And hopefully the pie will be ready and it will satisfy me

Am I still sorry for these awful decisions I am making?
Or do I chalk it up to my authority?
Will it just be my life's testimony?
Or will it end up destroying me?

Take me or leave me
But if you leave I'll be devastated
But I've broken hearts before
So I can't say it isn't deserved
And I would never guilt someone as beautiful as you
And when you come around I promise to wear blue

Please to hold
Please to let go
Please to love
Please, please me
Live and let it be free
Hold you, hold me
Bring me to eternity
Because I miss you, I miss you, miss me

Someone's always sold out
Of this vital ingredient
So this cupcake will do until I find my slice of pie
And hopefully the pie will be ready and it will satisfy me